Lost Myself

Don't know what should do next.

Lost my way.

I'm thinking to find a real happiness for myself.

Exercising seems doesn't work for me.

Attending yoga & cardio class, jogging early in the morning. 

I think I am immune to those exercises.

Sweating just makes me fresh but not sweeping my cloudy mood away.

There are too many things I want.

I need a career. I need real love.  I need life.

Time is passing.

I am still here.

Without moving.

I should plan for myself.